tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-28874609421872385582024-02-20T14:50:26.774-08:00Every song has its own story...listen to mineUnknownnoreply@blogger.comBlogger63125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2887460942187238558.post-27535094371986059092016-12-31T17:18:00.000-08:002017-05-26T05:36:30.108-07:00Sayonara 2016<div class="tr_bq">
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">I thought I did. </span></div>
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">I thought I wrote something for 2016. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">But my last post was as far to a time in 2014. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Although, the adversities and adventures that built me in 2015 is still so vivid in my mind, 2016, was a whole different story.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Time really really flew by in 2016 :</span><br />
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<span style="color: orange; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><b>Jan 2016-</b> Spent New Years Day, with D <3 .="" br="" family="" fell="" his="" in="" love="" with="">fully cultured three major cell lines of breast carcinoma</3></span><br />
<span style="color: #38761d; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><b>Feb 2016-</b> came up with the idea of knocking down a certain category of genes in the human cell to reduce breast ca resistance </span><br />
<span style="color: blue; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><b>Mac 2016</b>- worked daily for nearly 30 days, 8 till past 10 pm </span><br />
<span style="color: purple; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><b>Apr 2016-</b> found out what has happened to my knee, and the future of not getting back to sports, offered my first job, at KKM! </span><br />
<span style="color: #ffd966; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><b>May2016-</b> hopped around on two crutches, went thru the 5 steps of "grief" with what happened. Awarded, discretely as TA's top 20 reviewers!! Got a small job on a huge Blue-White Social Media company</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><b>June2016- </b>learnt total independence being slightly disabled. BK2 officially got married to Abs . thesis was COMPLETED, after some 168 pages</span><br />
<span style="color: #45818e; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><b>July 2016</b>- got my second Honours, and the 1st class Honours meant- no need le masters!! :D </span><br />
<span style="color: #45818e; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"> BK2 got married!!!! good celebration! Flew on hot air balloons with my beau, and that was beautiful. Got my second job offer -the much awaited one! </span><br />
<span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><b>Aug 2016-</b> Started my first job as le Doctor! Exciting start indeed</span><br />
<span style="color: #f6b26b; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><b>Sept2016-</b>found out how nasty colleagues can get. Brexit happened here? Life was mainly : wake up at 5 am, get to work by 6 am, work,eat whenever I can, get home about 6.30 pm, wash up, sleep </span><br />
<span style="color: #f6b26b; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">OnCalls were awesome, regardless </span><br />
<span style="color: #cc0000; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><b>Oct2016 </b>- First Long line inserted after a few attempts!! spent quality time, after so many years, with my girls- VVBL. </span><br />
<span style="color: #38761d; font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><b>Nov2016-</b> worked like a cow, went by 21 days of non stop work, fell pretty ill, towards the end. Succuessfully inserted my first chest tube with a reg! </span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><span style="color: #0b5394;"><b>Dec2016</b>- Successfully inserted my first CVL!!!under the guidance of an amazing reg, my own brother! :p A great teacher, really! <br /> with 1/3 a pay, resigned my first job. . spent the best and most memorable times with my cloesest friends and family</span> </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">That's basically how I remember <strike>this</strike> last</span><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"> year </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">So, hello, 2017.<br /><br />I wonder what you have installed for my loved ones and I ? </span><br />
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">This little thank you...more of a mental note/:</span>Just to always remember, the things a bunch of really important people- not in my everyday life,who have selflessly given, quietly done, and some been wonderful around, but mostly to me, inspired heaps...</blockquote>
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<i><b>Mae</b> </i>- one of a kind of a PG student helping a lab noob like me<br />
<i><b>AProf ECH</b> </i>- he stood up for what is right whenever he could<br />
<i><b>Prof NWH</b> </i> - an orthopod who will always stand out in anyone's mind, thanks for doing your best<br />
<i><b>Dr Z</b></i> - always looking out for me, and forever ready to help, one of the kindest Reg I've had this year<br />
<i><b>RJ -</b> </i> for seeing the best in me and the potential I held</blockquote>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif; font-size: x-large;"><b>HAPPY 2017, everyone ! </b> </span></div>
Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2887460942187238558.post-35052792710360690892014-12-31T00:09:00.001-08:002014-12-31T00:09:23.042-08:00Woots to the Blog !Music in the background right now :<br />
-Tracy Chapman's "<i>Give Me One Reason" </i><br />
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A year ago , it was to the fireworks over the Sydney Harbor Bridge and a mild heat stroke :p<br />
and that post was delayed by over a 90 day period.<br />
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2014... What had you done to me !!!???<br />
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Perhaps this was the most exhilarating year yet in every element that I could think of,personally.<br />
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It has been pretty tragic in general to the people I love very much. However, all that I observed was strength to stand up again, from all of them.<br />
Fire, rain, sadness nor sorrow did not stop them from regaining their potential and being out there in the world again.<br /><br />I have friends who lost their families to a tragic plane crash, some to old age, many who face the transition of life, may it had been to a working life or a pension lead path.<br />
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*Ok , at a block here. I think we shall continue when the thoughts start spilling out for real *<br />
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Happy 2015 , nevertheless.... Bring it on , New Year!<br />
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this silly 2014 , was one heck of an experience!! ;DUnknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2887460942187238558.post-45747106527527004672014-06-16T14:32:00.001-07:002015-03-02T02:21:17.842-08:00too tired to sleep<h2 style="background-color: white; border: none; color: #111111; font-family: 'Roboto Slab', serif; font-size: 28px; font-weight: 400; margin: 0px; min-height: 35px; outline: none; padding: 10px 0px 0px; text-shadow: rgb(255, 255, 255) 1px 1px 0px;">
You see THAT girl, yeah her. <br style="border: none; margin: 0px; outline: none; padding: 0px;" />She seems so invincible right. <br style="border: none; margin: 0px; outline: none; padding: 0px;" />but just touch her & she'll flinch.<br style="border: none; margin: 0px; outline: none; padding: 0px;" />She has secrets & she trusts no one.<br style="border: none; margin: 0px; outline: none; padding: 0px;" />she's the perfect example of betrayal. <br style="border: none; margin: 0px; outline: none; padding: 0px;" />cause everyone she trusted, broke her.</h2>
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Like the horrible burning pain in my stomach right now, the heart burns likewise too. </div>
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People let down each other easily... perhaps that is why it is almost impossible at times, to trust again.<br />
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leaving them helpless and lost, till a moment comes, where every one else around them has to literally make them pick themselves up again </div>
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I still remember having to rush and pack cause I almost always had all my things sorted out and kept in the boot when it was time to go back to my hometown.</div>
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I still remember how easy it was to sit in the cold air conditioned car and having my burger while watching another pump air into my car's tyre under that 12 noon sun</div>
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mum still lectures me for leaving my things around...</div>
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dad says I don't put the things back as they should...</div>
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sometimes, I catch myself, just drinking outta the tap cause I am too lazy to boil some clean water for myself...and later having a bad sorethroat cause of that == </div>
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Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2887460942187238558.post-64566704852026879552014-03-18T01:12:00.003-07:002014-03-18T06:13:48.600-07:00Tomorrow may never come. The only time you can be sure of, is NOW.For the first time in the last 7 years of my blogging history... this was the first year, where the new year's eve -come-new year's day post was never made.<br />
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I thought I would save it for the 14th of April then... but as almost always, ink-to-paper needs to happen when there is some big turning point in my life.<br />
[and if there was a mapped trail of every path I took and every turn I chose, I think I've been through two ends of the spectrum and made a couple of circles.. ]<br />
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Many inspiring things have occurred in the last six to seven months. Quite a few, that had been life changing... everyone close to me noticed the new sense of serenity I have around them, the mellow breaths I take to the quieter demeanour that has become part of me. To be honest, I don't feel so, but I'm definitely at more peace with almost everything around me, even "tragedies and disasters" within or outside my circle<br />
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since whatever happened two Septembers ago, I turned horribly edgy, having hurt a whole list of people in my life. Some knowingly, and many otherwise.<br />
The responsibility only falls on me, I swear, because things happen, and it should had been my role to handled them better. Perhaps not everything.<br />
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From two Septembers ago, the truest people to me were revealed for this current chapter in life.<br />
yes , I lost my best friend of nine years along the way... but ya, I kinda had to come to acceptance that she was quite a b*#@% herself for all that she did in her conscious mind . We talk maybe... but, ya, as forgiving as I can be, I never really forget some things.<br />
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I kept the friends who are really just that :) and finally opened my eyes to the fact that family is everything, and they will stick by you no matter what... especially my amma & achan ... and my incredible little brother....ok ok ... my slightly (understatement) blunt older brothers. their better halves were like sisters to me throughout too. [no, they weren't buttering me up, cause , they failed that long long ago when they were put to the "test" :p ]<br />
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my oldest girl friends, stood by me no matter what.<br />
my closest guy friends, initially tried masking the pain away, but like everyone else, there came a point that some amount of bluntness was needed to snap me out of how I was really feeling.<br />
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Life went on. it always does. it just goes on and on and on... however strong or tough, one could be.... there will be a point that you have to just step out of that suffocating box and start again. I learnt to move on really really fast then on. From anything really! May it be another love, or another best friend-like-sister or even a family member's passing... I am just determined to close that chapter, let it be, and go on with my bigger dreams in life...<br />
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Along the way, in the last 18 months or so, I recognised love again, in two different faces. :)<br />
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well, ya... they didn't work out, reasons aside, probably for the better. Maybe I caused them to breath an air of sadness when I was too close to them... perhaps not.<br />
Whatever it was, they made me a better person in many ways others never actually could. Reaching out to me the way you both did, I will never forget. Thank you, for staying resilient, despite having to had known me during the worst phase of my life.<br />
for that I will always root for them whenever I can, for they were always good friends to start with.<br />
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[right now, both of you are so happy in your own separate ways, it only brings smiles and joy to me...I pray it will always go smooth for each of you :]<br />
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so when all my darkest fears were drowning me at the same time, I somehow swam out of it, breathing again. There is just too much out there in life that I am not willing to miss out on .<br />
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If it was the old me , I would had taken nearly 4 years to move on from one thing to another.<br />
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I am still the same "dapinkgurl" who writes nonsense and does crazy random stuff in life, with some degree of sensibility ... but, perhaps a little more grown up. :D<br />
ya that took sometime, didn't it ? :p<br />
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I'm back to writing my own songs these days :)<br />
Busy making kids smile in the wards.[some occasional cry inducing events do occur! ]<br />
Running for 10 km in an hour again [yay to my knees]<br />
Trolling away with my friends on the funniest games<br />
Nerding my brains away whenever I get the chance :p ``<br />
Laughing endlessly to the lamest jokes around<br />
Cracking some of my own too [and hearing crickets all around me haha ]<br />
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It is nice to have this freedom again and just be me. </div>
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<br />Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2887460942187238558.post-71883712801482611512013-08-16T22:50:00.000-07:002013-08-16T22:50:31.468-07:00LIVE love LIFE<div class="quote_area" style="background-color: white; font-family: Geneva, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 18pt; margin: 0px; min-height: 35px; padding: 10px 2px 0px 0px;">
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<span style="color: #181818; font-family: georgia, serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px;">“The saddest people I've ever met in life are the ones who don't care deeply about anything at all. Passion and satisfaction go hand in hand, and without them, any happiness is only temporary, because there's nothing to make it last.” </span><br style="color: #181818; font-family: georgia, serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px;" /><span style="color: #181818; font-family: georgia, serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px;">― </span><a href="http://www.goodreads.com/author/show/2345.Nicholas_Sparks" style="color: #666600; font-family: georgia, serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 18px; text-decoration: none;">Nicholas Sparks</a></blockquote>
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<span style="color: red;">1. It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return.<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" />But what is more painful is to love someone and never<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" />find the courage to let that person know how you feel.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /><span style="color: orange;">2. A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" />means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" />never meant to be and you just have to let go.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /><span style="color: yellow;">3. The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" />porch swing with, never say a word, and then walk away<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" />feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had</span><span style="color: #111111;">.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /><span style="color: lime;">4. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" />it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" />missing until it arrives.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /><span style="color: cyan;">5. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" />hour to like someone, and a day to love someone-but it<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" />takes a lifetime to forget someone.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /><span style="color: blue;">6. Don't go for looks, they can deceive. Don't go for wealth,<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" />even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" />smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" />seem bright.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /><span style="color: purple;">7. Dream what you want to dream, go where you want to go,<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" />be what you want to be. Because you have only one life and<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" />one chance to do all the things you want to do.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /><span style="color: magenta;">8. Always put yourself in the other's shoes. If you feel that it<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" />hurts you, it probably hurts the person too.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /><span style="color: #b45f06;">9. A careless word may kindle strife. A cruel word may wreck<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" />a life. A timely word may level stress. But a loving word may<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" />heal and bless.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /><span style="color: #a64d79;">10. The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" />of everything they just make the most of everything that comes<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" />along their way.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /><span style="color: #cc0000;">11. Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, ends with<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" />a tear. When you were born, you were crying and everyone<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" />around you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die,<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" />you're the one smiling and everyone around you is crying.</span></h2>
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Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2887460942187238558.post-59104060259534729142013-04-11T00:44:00.000-07:002013-04-11T08:47:44.399-07:00the RIGHT one , the WRONG time <b><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">The greatest irony of love: </span></b><br />
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<b><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">then there is a whole list of heartbreaks and so called "love failures", relationships, sometimes even marriages that don't work out for the most bizzare and "un-understandable" reasons.....</span></b><br />
<b><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br />for more irony , some think that <span style="color: #990000; font-size: large;">letting go </span>is one way of expressing how much they love that person {that perhaps if that love returns eventually, it was meant to be...}</span></b><br />
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<b>Most relationships tend to <span style="color: #bf9000;">fail not because of the absence of love</span>, but because <span style="color: #7f6000; font-size: large;">love is always present</span>. It's just that one was being loved too much, and the other was being loved too little. </b></span><br />
<b><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Something, quite a number of people end up learning the hard way. A very very tough way ..</span></b><br />
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<b> Most often, we fall in love with the person we think we love, but to only discover that for them we are just for past times. While the one who truly loves us remains either your friend or just a stranger.
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<b><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"> When some think of their <span style="color: #134f5c; font-size: large;">past love</span>; they may had viewed it as a failure; but when they find a new love, that so called failure becomes some <span style="color: #45818e;">sort of lesson</span>, more of a teacher... </span></b><br />
<b><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Saying "some" is an understatement, for its many of us who fall into the whirlpool of love and life, who eventually realise the above. </span></b><br />
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<b>Is it right for someone to name it a game of love? for it doesn't really matter who won or who lost... What's important is that you know when to <span style="color: #674ea7;">hold on</span> and when to<span style="font-size: large;"> <span style="color: #674ea7;">let go</span></span>. </b></span><br />
<b><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Yesterday, one of my best friends asked, how does it feel to be truly in love. At that instant, I realised, not much thought was actually given to that. </span></b><br />
<b><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I guess, you know that you love someone when you want him or her to be <span style="color: #6fa8dc; font-size: large;">happy</span>, even if their happiness means that you're not apart of it. Even if it means, sometimes, that their happiness is of much greater importance of your own. </span></b><br />
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<b><span style="font-size: large;">Everything happens for a reason</span> and for its best. </b></span><br />
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<b>If the person you love doesn't love you back, don't be afraid to love someone else again, for you'll never know unless you give it a try.
You'll never truly love a person, unless you <span style="color: #a64d79; font-size: large;">risk for their love</span>;<span style="color: #cc0000;"> love strives in hurting</span>. </b></span><br />
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<b>If you don't get hurt, then you won't learn how to love. <i>Love doesn't hurt all the time; though the hurting is there to test you, to <span style="color: #bf9000; font-size: large;">help you grow</span></i>. </b></span><br />
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<b><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">then, on another note, don't rush it all...</span></b></div>
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<b>Don't go looking for love.<span style="color: #38761d; font-size: large;">
Don't find love, let love find you;</span>
-- that's why it's called <span style="color: #e06666; font-size: xx-small;">falling in love</span>[DUH!] </b></span><br />
<b><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"> because we don't need to force ourself to love, we just fall.</span></b><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><b> but [yes, my favourite word...IN EVERY POST! hehe ] </b><b>-- You cannot finish a book without closing the chapters. If you want to move on, then you have to<span style="color: #134f5c; font-size: large;"> leave the past as you turn the pages</span>. Love is not destroyed by a single failure or won by a single caress.</b></span></div>
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<b><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"> but why is it that the greatest irony of love is letting go when you want to hold on, and holding on when you need to let go? You can never find the right person if you can never let it go of the wrong, but at the same time the moment you feel like letting go, you remember why you held on for so long. Sometimes you have to f<span style="font-size: large;">orget what you want</span> and <span style="color: #351c75; font-size: large;">remember what you deserve</span>. </span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: red; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">To love is to risk rejection, </span></b></div>
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<b style="color: red;"><b><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"> to live is to risk dying </span></b></b></div>
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<span style="color: red; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><b><b>to hope is to risk failure.</b></b></span></div>
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<b><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"> The past though, a tough teacher, taught me one thing -- don't risk it all. Don't throw it all away, don't sacrifice your all. Love yourself as much as you could love another too. but risk must be taken because the <span style="color: #bf9000; font-size: large;">greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing at all</span>. </span></b><br />
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<b><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span></b><b><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">To reach for another is to risk involvement, to expose your feelings is to expose your true self.
To love is to risk not being loved in return.</span></b><br />
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<b><b><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"> My point of view, defining love, is quite unreal, probably it's just a hypothesis, probably an imagination, but for some, including myself, <span style="color: #a64d79; font-size: large;">it is that intangible "thinga-magica"</span>, that happens! </span></b></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: orange; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: large;"><i> Fall but do not stumble. </i></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: orange; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: large;"><i>Be constant but not too persistent. </i></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: orange; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: large;"><i>Share and never be unfair. </i></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: orange; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: large;"><i>Understand and try not to demand.</i></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: orange; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: large;"><i>Hurt but never keep the pain. </i></span></b></div>
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<b><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"> Love is supposed to be the most wonderful feeling. It should inspire you and give you <span style="color: #3d85c6; font-size: large;">joy and strength</span>. But sometimes the things that give you joy <span style="color: #0b5394;">can also hurt you in the end</span>. Loving people means giving them the freedom; whom they choose to be and where they choose to go. </span></b><b><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span></b><br />
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<b><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Loving someone means giving them the<span style="color: #38761d;"> freedom to find their </span>way, whether it leads towards you or away from you.</span></b></div>
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<b><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Love can be a painful risk. To love means that risk must be taken, no matter how <span style="color: #990000; font-size: large;">scary </span>or <span style="color: #674ea7;">painfu</span>l, for only then will you experience the <span style="color: #741b47; font-size: large;">fullness of humanity</span> of what we call love.</span></b></div>
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<b><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"> If you're not ready to cry, if you're not ready to take the risk and if you're not ready to feel the pain, then you're not ready to fall in love. </span></b></div>
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<b><b><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"> ~live~life~love~</span></b></b></div>
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<b><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"> so let's fall in love...</span></b></h4>
Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2887460942187238558.post-84096340399330845442012-12-31T23:36:00.000-08:002013-04-11T00:04:50.736-07:00owh little caterpillerSo there it grew,<br />
the strong cherry blossom tree,<br />
springs pink delicate flowers,<br />
the pure white ones occasionally...<br />
Her fragrant , sweet,<br />
like peaches, roses and no, not weed<br />
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She let a little caterpillar<br />
<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjSIH5J9KJfhf-RwUctU_xXiE8E0Z6fuT9QIH3ZLYD_erbnCj3LZ1cWGc_wfJiM4XGO7mTw8d1tFNtO2rCgCRAjgAcErImBMCea57tC2-LJWIHgJvNUCTiLAjW_mmQaAGti7dwu5azdyiR8/s1600/cherry-blossom-520x345.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" height="212" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjSIH5J9KJfhf-RwUctU_xXiE8E0Z6fuT9QIH3ZLYD_erbnCj3LZ1cWGc_wfJiM4XGO7mTw8d1tFNtO2rCgCRAjgAcErImBMCea57tC2-LJWIHgJvNUCTiLAjW_mmQaAGti7dwu5azdyiR8/s320/cherry-blossom-520x345.jpg" width="320" /></a>endeavour her leaves,<br />
crawled the little friend, and<br />
made home in thee,<br />
her green span of leaves<br />
her pretty pink petals all free<br />
she just let him in<br />
and loved the caterpillar for who he was within...<br />
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Time came, the estranged one started spinning<br />
threads of little silk around him<br />
cacooned and disappeared within<br />
the blossom rings<br />
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Autumn broke<br />
the little cherry blossoms shred<br />
how fragrant thee<br />
signs of tear and despair ,<br />
upon the missing caterpillar<br />
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He never nudged<br />
did he?<br />
It was a game of hide and seek<br />
the little blossom tree<br />
wanted to turn it around<br />
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A big part of her<br />
vanished in her sight of what she was to see<br />
All that remained were<br />
her fallen petals<br />
and leaves with holes<br />
in every middle<br />
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Winter set in ,<br />
she withered<br />
came a few<br />
to water and shade the now<br />
unbecoming tree<br />
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Spring came<br />
and on one fine morning,<br />
a small opening appeared<br />
on the cocoon of the little caterpillar<br />
cherry blossom never saw this happen<br />
for he struggled and crawled its way out<br />
as a beautiful butterfly<br />
and off he was<br />
with its beautiful wings,<br />
spanned<br />
flying far away from the blossom tree.<br />
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Never seeming to look back,<br />
but beared in his mind,<br />
what she really meant to him<br />
Only his little heart knew of her heart so kind<br />
Her love so true<br />
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Cherry blossom tree,<br />
left with little leaves<br />
no flowers to fragrant the free<br />
but she grows<br />
she will reach the sky<br />
closer than anything<br />
for maybe ,<br />
the wonders of the sky so vast<br />
will she see..<br />
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<br />Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2887460942187238558.post-79929688445426129722012-12-01T23:25:00.000-08:002013-04-11T00:05:30.272-07:00Details in the FabricIt's peculiar , how we see the whole wide picture, of our lives , and the lives of others. <br />
It's like a huge sheet of a meticulous piece of embroidery. <br />
Spread for the world to see. Everyone sees the end product, but not many actually see the tiny details that made this piece of fabric. <br />
In continuation of the last post, there will be a couple of posts left for this year ,and most of them will follow the series of the details in the fabric. <br />
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Where little nips and falling thread may not matter, cause in the end the fabric staying whole, shows it all. Tears get stiched up, maybe not perfectly, but, it is whole again . =)<br />
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Details in the fabric ...Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2887460942187238558.post-6676415755246309572012-11-11T20:00:00.000-08:002013-04-11T00:06:16.284-07:00Left in the Dark <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><span style="font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px;"><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /></span></span><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;">what did i ever not do enough for you ?i still play this song in my sleep and its cause i mean it. I meant it everytime i said i love you. i gave up many things for you, knowingly and with pure intentions. never was i ever fake to you. even at times of anger and when i couldnt control my temper... i regreted them! </span><span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><span style="font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px;"><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /></span></span><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;">i regretted them, hence i hurt myself for it. </span><span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><span style="font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px;"><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /></span></span><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;">someday, you will realise, that's why I'm letting you go . letting you off my mind as much as i can, so you will find your peace some how. </span><span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><span style="font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px;"><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /></span></span><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;">im sorry , if you were fed with lies and manipulation by all the other people...</span><span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><span style="font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px;"><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /></span></span><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;">i will stay true to myself, and I know what is right or wrong. and I know who you are and what you are not. With my confidence and trust in you that lines my heart, I know what is the best to do , not for just myself, but for both of us. </span><span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><span style="font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px;"><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /></span></span><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;">Loving someone, is also loving them for their worst and most horrid sides...</span><span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><span style="font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px;"><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /></span></span><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;">i accepted and embraced yours... maybe you are just not that grown up to take mine. </span><span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><span style="font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px;"><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /></span></span><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;">I hope some day ... may it be me, or anyone else... you will learn to love unconditionally. </span><span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><span style="font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px;"><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /></span></span><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;">so unconditional, that you won't be sorry for loving them...that you will never run from them... that you will stand by her side, no matter what... and a million people can hate you for loving her, but you still would, with all your heart and even more.... </span><span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><span style="font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px;"><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /></span></span><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;">that's true love.</span><span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><span style="font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px;"><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /></span></span><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;">i have felt it . experienced it... hope you get the golden chance to , when it happens too...</span><span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><span style="font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px;"><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /></span></span><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;">Despite all the hurt anyone could had gone thru from what has happened... guess what, I'm barely in pain. I kept wondering why . </span><span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><span style="font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px;"><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /></span></span><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;">i tried finding reasons... but this is what i found :</span><span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><span style="font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px;"><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /></span></span><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;"> </span><span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><span style="font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px;"><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /></span></span><br />
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[ironically it is </span><span class="emoticon emoticon_tongue" style="background-color: white; background-image: url(https://fbstatic-a.akamaihd.net/rsrc.php/v2/yz/x/6PuIB0alOau.png); background-position: -34px -552px; background-size: auto; color: #333333; display: inline-block; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; height: 16px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap; width: 16px;"></span><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;"> ] </span><span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><span style="font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px;"><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /></span></span><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;">if you want to hate me, go ahead</span><span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><span style="font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px;"><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /></span></span><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;">if you want to forget me, try </span><span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><span style="font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px;"><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /></span></span><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;">if you never ever want to hear or see me again, please tell me...</span><span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><span style="font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px;"><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /></span></span><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;">they are all your will and your choices....</span><span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><span style="font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px;"><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /></span></span><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;">i feel incredibly free now ! doing all of my hearts desire. spending the best and the most of time with dozens of people who have waited and loved me from a far for years.</span><span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><span style="font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px;"><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /></span></span><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;"> cuci mata also here and there... hehe </span><span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><span style="font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px;"><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /></span></span><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;">we grew up too fast! </span><span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><span style="font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px;"><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /></span></span><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;">cause, i still think of you every time i get up from sleep, and every night, i still spend 15 mins or so reminiscing about you. its as if you died , but i very well know you're just some hundred miles away. </span><span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><span style="font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px;"><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /></span></span><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;">i want to keep all these memories...</span><span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><span style="font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px;"><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /></span></span><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;">cause who knows, in some future to come, our paths will cross...</span><span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><span style="font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px;"><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /></span></span><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;">we only have one soul mate each... and i will tell you confidently , we are each other's... maybe we were really good in a past life. or maybe we are meant to be in the heavens together someday... or maybe its all just not meant to be , for now only....</span><span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><span style="font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px;"><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /></span></span><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;">the future is for us to pave. </span><span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><span style="font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px;"><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /></span></span><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;">i miss you everyday, i dont care if that will boost your ego, or scare you away, but that's how i feel, and i have to let you know.</span><span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><span style="font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px;"><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /></span></span><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;">good luck always...</span><span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><span style="font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px;"><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;" /></span></span><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;">you will always be in my prayers and my thoughts. </span><span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><span style="font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px;"><br style="background-color: white; 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Having gone through so much since a simple age of twelve till now, adversity thought me to be strong and brave to face any or whatsoever challenge or obstruction that came by.<br /><br />Things like that simply mould a little child in being headstrong. Headstrong is good they say, it gets us far and makes a brighter world for the people around us when it is all out of pure intention. </div>
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Being headstrong with purpose, leads to determination. With a career being built, to the missions in my life.</div>
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I will not deny, I have done terrible things at times. But times a thousand of that, I have done many good things too. </div>
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But the question is, will the efforts and courage , to do what is right, to stand up for one self, lead to good? What happens when the purpose in the end was out of good will, for oneself, and well being of the persons loved around, was taken wrongly?<br /><br />These good intentions and acts of integrity can be easily broken, when the people whom we try to protect, retaliate against us .</div>
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And every purpose and direction intended, seem to dissolve away. There is no base to support on! Everything gets confusing. Life just SINKS into a deep wide hole, and climbing out is almost impossible.<br /><br /><br />Right now, thy strength isn't there yet. </div>
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Five major incidents, bad ones have struck within two months.... 3 accidental, 1 , the time came, 1----the worst of all.... UNIMAGINABLY UNEXPLAINABLE!<br /><br /><br /><blockquote class="tr_bq">
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It has been ages since my last post.<br /><br />This is a teaser... the thoughts shall continue....<br />
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<br />Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2887460942187238558.post-29171649937980069182011-04-14T08:06:00.000-07:002011-04-14T08:06:15.388-07:00Du ba du Be dubiety..Darn! its been ages since the last post was up . Sadly , this is going to be short and pretty uncertain, as its obvious with the heading already.<br />
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<div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #b45f06;">I think its all back to square one... where this little blog page is going to be my very dear friend again.</span></div><br />
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to start it off.. remember Joseph Vincent from my previous posts, AGES ago... ?!?<br />
well, he is climbing up the indie youtube one man band scene already! :)<br />
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<div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #351c75;">Maroon 5 , my most favourite band is coming to perform, with tickets priced sky rocketing high, and I have no proper company to follow either.</span></div><br />
Easter break is next week though ... lets see what that brings in ...<br />
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Here you go ,<br />
HoorahJencer aka Joseph Vincent!<br />
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<div style="text-align: center;">Baby, the song goes out to you , btw..</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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<iframe allowfullscreen="" frameborder="0" height="349" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/MIVu-egUMM0?hd=1" title="YouTube video player" width="560"></iframe>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2887460942187238558.post-87341724197403501802010-07-13T04:08:00.000-07:002010-07-13T06:24:10.727-07:00Sweet... ... . .. ...!<div style="text-align: center;">Because someone really LOVEs this...</div><div style="text-align: center;">and it is beginning to settle into my head too...</div><div style="text-align: center;">and</div><div style="text-align: center;">the tune is just so cun!</div><div style="text-align: center;">hehe</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">for you.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #404040;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 30px;"><i></i></span></span></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #404040;"><i></i></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #404040;"><i><div align="center" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin: 0in; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #ff0066; font-family: 'Lucida Handwriting'; font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 18px; font-style: normal;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><i></i></span></span></span></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #ff0066; font-family: 'Lucida Handwriting'; font-size: large;"><i></i></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #ff0066; font-family: 'Lucida Handwriting'; font-size: large;"><i><div align="center" class="MsoNoSpacing" style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><i><span style="color: #ff0066; font-family: Vivaldi; font-size: 12pt;">Where it began, I can't begin to know when</span></i></span><span style="font-family: Vivaldi; font-size: 12pt;"><br />
<span class="apple-style-span"><i><span style="color: #ff0066;">But then I know it's growing strong</span></i></span><br />
<span class="apple-style-span"><i><span style="color: #ff0066;">Oh, wasn't the spring, whooo</span></i></span><br />
<span class="apple-style-span"><i><span style="color: #ff0066;">And spring became the summer</span></i></span><br />
<span class="apple-style-span"><i><span style="color: #ff0066;">Who'd believe you'd come along</span></i></span><br />
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<span class="apple-style-span"><i><span style="color: #ff0066;">Hands, touching hands, reaching out</span></i></span><br />
<span class="apple-style-span"><i><span style="color: #ff0066;">Touching me, touching you</span></i></span><br />
<span class="apple-style-span"><i><span style="color: #ff0066;">Oh, sweet Caroline</span></i></span><br />
<span class="apple-style-span"><i><span style="color: #ff0066;">Good times never seem so good</span></i></span><br />
<span class="apple-style-span"><i><span style="color: #ff0066;">I've been inclined to believe it never would</span></i></span><br />
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<span class="apple-style-span"><i><span style="color: #ff0066;">And now I, I look at the night, whooo</span></i></span><br />
<span class="apple-style-span"><i><span style="color: #ff0066;">And it don't seem so lonely</span></i></span><br />
<span class="apple-style-span"><i><span style="color: #ff0066;">We fill it up with only two, oh</span></i></span><br />
<span class="apple-style-span"><i><span style="color: #ff0066;">And when I hurt</span></i></span><br />
<span class="apple-style-span"><i><span style="color: #ff0066;">Hurting runs off my shoulder</span></i></span><br />
<span class="apple-style-span"><i><span style="color: #ff0066;">How can I hurt when holding you</span></i></span><br />
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<span class="apple-style-span"><i><span style="color: #ff0066;">Oh, one, touching one, reaching out</span></i></span><br />
<span class="apple-style-span"><i><span style="color: #ff0066;">Touching me, touching you</span></i></span><br />
<span class="apple-style-span"><i><span style="color: #ff0066;">Oh, sweet Caroline</span></i></span><br />
<span class="apple-style-span"><i><span style="color: #ff0066;">Good times never seem so good</span></i></span><br />
<span class="apple-style-span"><i><span style="color: #ff0066;">Oh I've been inclined to believe it never would</span></i></span><br />
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<span class="apple-style-span"><i><span style="color: #ff0066;">Ohhh, sweet Caroline, good times never seem so good...</span></i></span><o:p></o:p></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
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<div align="center" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin: 0in; text-align: center;"><span style="color: #ff0066; font-family: 'Lucida Handwriting'; font-size: 11pt;"><span class="apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><img src="http://t3.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ibtLoMdrDaEJ0M:https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgi3tr6fTHrMFfw8o9C-KBTwLXZIBYUdb7yr9sBAYgXbtnUzMf-VXTM8WiafTgfTlY-6N9dOdTO-9ayYxv8LZSeWb-D8VTz_kXD-zAt1R4-W3ecMiHZgqze37EuO-w00EJnIy1eUPdIVbo/s1600/I_Love_You_by_xXBeastOfBloodXx.jpg" /></span></span></span></div><div align="center" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin: 0in; text-align: center;"><span style="color: #ff0066; font-family: 'Lucida Handwriting'; font-size: 11pt;"><span class="apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #0b5394;">I have worked for a week now...finally this lazy girl collected enough courage to let her legs ache, back pain, hands go dry and even her eyes tear! </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #0b5394;">Is it self praise if one says " I am not THAAAAT lazy anymore?"</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #6aa84f;">Girl Guide Assoc of Malaysia's very much awaited Friendship Trail would have started a few minutes ago and tomorrow, we shall welcome the people from the south with our usual greetings, and a long list of uber fun games at our HQ.</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #6aa84f;">PERAK welcomes all FTs ! </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #6aa84f;">Lucky us this year, this event will be the 2nd WAGGGS centenary project by Malaysia.</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #6aa84f;">Please read the other blog for news on the first day (that will be posted by late evening today!).</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #6aa84f;">I hope all will go well, and the common cold that many of us have caught will not be a distraction to any of the activities we have packed! </span><br />
<i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #6aa84f;">[ Probably should suggest to my KPC to have hot chicken soup for tea tomorrow! ]</span></i><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #6aa84f;">Back to the "me being lazy " topic....</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #6aa84f;">YES I CAN pat my own shoulder and say, KUDOS! ....other than me working on a paid job (with rm 13 for tip in 3 days), within the last one week, I have at least blogged THRICE! </span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #6aa84f;">---what progress since 2007----</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #6aa84f;">wooohoo!!!</span><br />
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<div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #990000;">Now, to the topic of today's post...</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #990000;">ONE MORE WEEK! </span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #990000;">yeap! the long , dreadful wait I have been going through for over 7 months ... (technically 18 months...)</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #990000;">may finally come to its end...</span></div><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #b45f06;">what I am afraid would be> where to from there on? : /</span></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #b45f06;">Would it be another post SPM event, where I thought so many things will occur automatically right after my exams in 2007...</span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #b45f06;">made no plans... only hoped...but had been utterly disappointed, and the result, my stat right now... : l</span></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #b45f06;">I only can keep my fingers crossed, can't I ? Because, so far , I have done all that I can , and anything more would just be me not respecting a fellow being's power of free will! : (</span></span><br />
<div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #b45f06;">How long will it take for me to convince?</span></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #b45f06;">How much longer to say, its the <i>safest risk?</i></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #b45f06;"> </span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #b45f06;">I stopped proving myself and impressing anybody, for a matter of fact, for quite some time now...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #b45f06;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #b45f06;">...in relation to that....</span></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #b45f06;"><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #b45f06;">did I mention before about my music player and I having some sort of connection...</span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #b45f06;">cause while typing this last bit... </span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #b45f06;">Lady Antebellum's "Love This Pain" started playing ....</span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #b45f06;">the words went by something like this:</span></span><br />
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<div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 10px;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">It's like I love this pain a little too much</span></b></span></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 10px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 10px;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">Love my heart all busted up</span></b></span></div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 10px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 10px;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">Something 'bout<s> her </s>, <i>him,</i> we just don't work</span></b></span></div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 10px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 10px;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">But I can't walk away</span></b></span></div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 10px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 10px;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">It's like I love this pain</span></b></span></div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 10px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;"><br />
</span></b></div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 10px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 10px;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">It's just an on again</span></b></span></div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 10px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 10px;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">And off again situation</span></b></span></div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 10px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 10px;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">It's just striking a match</span></b></span></div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 10px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 10px;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">A tank of gas combination</span></b></span></div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 10px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 10px;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">But here I am again lighting it up</span></b></span></div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 10px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 10px;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">Knowing that <s>s</s>he'll just burn me</span></b></span></div></span><br />
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</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;"></span></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;"><div style="color: black; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple;">In a weeks time, dear, continue bringing out the best in me.</span></div><div style="color: black; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple;">I finally found you.</span></div><div style="color: black; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple;">So I keep holding on tight.</span></div><div style="color: black; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple;">When the ground stops shaking , I know </span></div><div style="color: black; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple;">I've got a good thing.</span></div><div style="color: black; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple;">You made me laugh when I wanted to cry.</span></div><div style="color: black; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple;">This would last I know...</span></div><div style="color: black; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple;">You gotta know! </span></div></span><br />
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</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple;">Well, one week will end very quickly, as usual... </span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple;">and I would still be </span><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple;">unable to walk away.</span></i></div><div style="text-align: right;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple;"><br />
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</div><div style="color: #c27ba0;">I got home all fine... a little tired though... checked my mail, chatted with some people online and watched 2 episodes of Chuck<i> (Shaw <b>Brandon Ruth</b> is introduced and he is super cool ---he looks like Tom Cruise ... but way taller and hawter ..He was Superman, remember ?....aaahhhhh...he's the hot n' cool kinda character you love on tv...hehe )</i></div><div style="color: #c27ba0;"><strike><span style="font-size: x-small;"><a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Brandon_Routh">http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Brandon_Routh</a></span></strike></div><div style="color: blue;"><br />
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All of a sudden my index and thumb started twitching... and I started feeling a shooting pain in my hand...</div><div style="color: blue;">I applied some LMS, and went to sleep... about 4 am! OUCCCHHHHHhhh ! my whole forearm started hurting...</div><div style="color: blue;">Went over to parents room to get a pain killer ....but mum woke up... checked it... gave me a heating pad....</div><div style="color: blue;">Didn't take the med though (her no no policy for painkillers for small things)</div><div style="color: blue;"><br />
</div><div style="color: blue;">I thought all will be fine...but i woke up again a few hours later....and disturbed my mum again (sigh...sorry, mma)</div><div style="color: orange;"><br />
</div><div style="color: red;">Well...self diagnosis (hahahaa ) --- I have sore muscles! and maybe a few overstrained nerves! </div><div style="color: red;"><br />
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</div><div style="color: red;">-abductor policis extensor muscles </div><div style="color: red;">-median nerve </div><div style="color: red;">-and the bicep muscle!</div><div style="color: orange;"><br />
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</div><div style="color: orange;"></div><div style="color: orange;"></div><div style="color: orange;"></div><div style="color: orange;"></div><div style="color: orange;"></div><div style="color: orange;"></div><div style="color: orange;">|<img height="313" src="http://media-2.web.britannica.com/eb-media/98/125198-004-14DAE549.jpg" width="400" /> </div><span style="color: orange;">i've got work in an hour again! START a fire! </span><br />
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<img height="204" src="http://media-2.web.britannica.com/eb-media/37/113037-004-D4CF5BB4.jpg" width="320" /> <span style="color: #e06666; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace; font-size: xx-small;"><b><strike> I need to return to TKD classes... WEAK arms! ish</strike></b></span>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2887460942187238558.post-62365018003939103942010-06-01T21:09:00.000-07:002010-06-01T21:20:51.052-07:00Ta - Daaa!<div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #c27ba0;">FINALLY! </span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #c27ba0;">it took me over 24 hours to just move from the laptop to the desktop pc....</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #c27ba0;">to reconfigure my blog page! </span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #c27ba0;">well, nothing much really. its still looks as boring as ever... even worse maybe..</span>.</div><div style="text-align: right;">plain <span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: black;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #f3f3f3;">white</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #f3f3f3;"> </span>template...</div><div style="text-align: right;">added my favourite <span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: orange;"> <span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #f3f3f3;">p</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #45818e;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white;">e</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white;">r</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: lime;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white;">k</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white;">y</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white;">c</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white;">olo</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e06666;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white;">ur</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white;">s<span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: orange;"> </span></span>here and there </div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />
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</div><div style="text-align: left;">I found one pretty template from: <a href="http://www.hongkiat.com/blog/50-most-beautiful-blogger-templates/">www.hongkiat.com/blog/50-most-beautiful-blogger-templates/</a></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #eeeeee;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #38761d;">Apparently, it nearly caused more errors to the page when I tried editing it via html encryption... </span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #eeeeee;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #38761d;">Too <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">lazy </span>to renovate the page (again...) , so , let us </span></span><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #eeeeee;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #38761d;">not</span></span></i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #eeeeee;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #38761d;"> go there for now .</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />
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</div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #38761d;">More to that, I decided to allow pictures be blogged onto this account too! </span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #38761d;">so it wouldn't be at picasa only...</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #38761d;">unfortunately (or maybe very fortunately), it will only be pictures of random places and faces</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #38761d;">One will still need my pass code to access my picasa web blog </span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #38761d;">d=</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: lime;"><b>After three or so years... I am proud of myself to have</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: lime;"><b>finally have done something to this ...err...</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: lime;"><b>byte page of mine..</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: cyan;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: cyan;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">It still will NOT serve as a daily journal....</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: cyan;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">maybe just more as an </span></span><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: cyan;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">updater</span></span></i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: cyan;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"> for now...</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">I hope to blog more often though</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2887460942187238558.post-27508672101595663032010-06-01T00:46:00.000-07:002010-06-01T00:46:57.416-07:00S&R of Evenstar is under construction!<div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">Dear readers....</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: lime;">sorry for the inconvenience...my page is pretty messed up now(all thanks to one wrong button)</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta;">Will do the necessary "renovation" asap...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><br />
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</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">~peace out~</span></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2887460942187238558.post-1779692391153064312010-06-01T00:17:00.000-07:002010-06-01T00:17:20.399-07:00The orphan destined to be Prince....<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">It is the strangest way to get inspired, that is through a movie you underestimated! </span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">I know I've been saying it again and again that I will start blogging more frequently... but never actually kept to that word, till last night...</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Yesterday was a catch up date with my bff <i>ms lolo </i> and we decided (thanks to somebody else's smart suggestion.... to watch the movie spinned off a game : Prince of Persia- The Sands of Time... </span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Personally, it is the movie of the year for now! </span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"> The plot, the actors, the production and the graphics---- AWESOME with a capital all .</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">A summer movie that you must watch is this...</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Kudos Disney! [yea...its a disney's joint production with and it looks like they have finally decided slowly cut off from their mainstream Disney movies]</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Yet, they still manage to leave that typical Disney imprint in our hearts...where one would long that such a story was reality...</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman';"><img src="http://t3.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:qbfntvwi65hYuM:http://host.trivialbeing.org/up/small/persia-20090308-jake-prince-of-persia.jpg" /></span> <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"> he looks great <may ="" as="" be="" formal!="" hot="" in="" it="" or="" super="" topless=""> </may></span></span></b></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"> </span> <img alt="17262591" src="http://web.wireimage.com/images/tnm/17262591.jpg" /></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"> a poor but handsome, witty and brave young boy would become the Prince to a kingdom so mighty , the kingdom of Persia...</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; border-collapse: collapse;"><a href="http://www.imdb.com/name/nm0350453/" style="color: #003399;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Jake Gyllenhaal</span></a><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"> played the role very very well... acting simply runs too deep and strong in his veins... Dustan (the character he plays) was portrayed cheeky, smart, courageous and most importantly-righteous.... probably </span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">this made most fans < girls especially > long and want to see such courage and magic happen in front of their own eyes...</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Sadly though, Sir Ben Kingsley gave it away from the very beginning that he was the real antagonist ....</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">so I didn't find it much of a suspense there...</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">The theme of brotherly love and trust is quite a relive to the movie world as we've been exposed for too long in the past decade or so on how evil and merciless things get when it concerns family too...</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">In simple words... this movie was like fresh air to movie-holics like me.</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Unxpectedly refreshing! </span><br />
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<blockquote><a href="http://www.imdb.com/name/nm2605345/"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: black;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #ffd966;">Tamina</span></span></a><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #ffd966;">: That's impossible. </span></blockquote><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: small;"><blockquote><a href="http://www.imdb.com/name/nm0350453/"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: black;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #ffd966;">Prince Dastan</span></span></a><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: #ffd966;">: Difficult, not impossible </span></blockquote></span><br />
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<div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white;">this post is dedicated to all my friends and followers who insisted I blog again...thank you!</span></b></span></span></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2887460942187238558.post-7696617836030960792010-04-26T22:47:00.000-07:002010-04-26T22:47:20.468-07:00Ranking is almost nothing...if your mailing system is way below average...Here it is... a mail posted in Oct 2009 ...but only reached to me, FIVE MONTHS later... after the dateline...<br /><br />Ranking of university : #2 in the world!<br />Efficiency of mailing a simple document: 0.8 in a scale of 0 to 10.0...by me<br /><br /><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEim68d3gxxjCz2EB6bHPm9gBPQD9p8BQY9upvu9wcz3jaYgMdGwJ3DvT6vhzKhEVFUY0zDJJKHyBE7c8ptgSb7AqD6sWQPdaioGRT5061xuXIjClybx_yBx-VIagogPbrNTt7sELNnC6QZS/s1600/IMG_0001.jpg"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; FLOAT: right; CLEAR: both" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEim68d3gxxjCz2EB6bHPm9gBPQD9p8BQY9upvu9wcz3jaYgMdGwJ3DvT6vhzKhEVFUY0zDJJKHyBE7c8ptgSb7AqD6sWQPdaioGRT5061xuXIjClybx_yBx-VIagogPbrNTt7sELNnC6QZS/s320/IMG_0001.jpg" /></a> <br />Disappointments....<br />and<br />frustrations....<br />we all go through it...<br /><br />I just hope another wide-eyed dream of another is not burnt into ashes as how mine was..<br /><br />To the university(college) refered....please pay you postage fee as needed...<br /><br /><br />~somebody who finally realised it isnt that big a deal to be at a so called prestigious uni~<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgjkGb7NHV2dq-vBKfCvwrpDfwi2six_IGQcuzrwxQFSlVJDH18iLj7O4130XN9Zf_lyEKho_8eYwCUjmXVsvNOe5fC2AjkowmpjtA_Z7GpaVPfOGpQojRPxcDzmLUJmuteCc5sHow-6pGu/s1600/IMG_0002.jpg"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; FLOAT: right; CLEAR: both" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgjkGb7NHV2dq-vBKfCvwrpDfwi2six_IGQcuzrwxQFSlVJDH18iLj7O4130XN9Zf_lyEKho_8eYwCUjmXVsvNOe5fC2AjkowmpjtA_Z7GpaVPfOGpQojRPxcDzmLUJmuteCc5sHow-6pGu/s320/IMG_0002.jpg" /></a><div style='clear:both; text-align:RIGHT'><a href='http://picasa.google.com/blogger/' target='ext'><img src='http://photos1.blogger.com/pbp.gif' alt='Posted by Picasa' style='border: 0px none ; padding: 0px; background: transparent none repeat scroll 0% 50%; -moz-background-clip: initial; -moz-background-origin: initial; -moz-background-inline-policy: initial;' align='middle' border='0' /></a></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2887460942187238558.post-32199085615161431742010-04-26T21:02:00.000-07:002010-04-26T21:45:16.992-07:00Look what i found!!!<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #993399;"><i>While clearing up my desktop and its Word documents... I found this old essay where I have written with the highest spirit of hypocrisy .</i></span><br />
<div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #993399;"><i>Upper Six life and its dwellings..</i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #993399;"><i><br />
</i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #993399;"><i>I miss it very very much...</i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #993399;"><i><br />
</i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #993399;"><i>this goes out to my dear MUET teacher , Ms S and all my 6AE buddies , especially the " 8+1 lazy bums"</i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #993399;"><i>(myself, joan, jenny,jien,jia, jian, wengks, sara,kit)</i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #993399;"><i>and also to everybody else who "</i></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #993399;"><i>LOVES" homework</i></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #993399;"><i>...</i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #993399;"><i>and thought it was "</i></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #993399;"><i>IMPORTANT" !</i></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #993399;"><b><br />
</b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #993399;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><b><br />
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</b></span></span></div><div><blockquote></blockquote><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #0c343d; font-family: georgia;"><u>17 January 2010</u></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><u><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #0c343d;">Why Passing Up your Homework In time Is Important?</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #0c343d;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></u></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #0c343d; font-family: georgia;"><u><br />
</u></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><u><o:p><span style="text-decoration: none;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #0c343d;"> </span></span></span></o:p></u></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #0c343d;">Being late for class, missing weeks of MUET lessons, and procrastinating, has finally taken a toll on me. My dear English teacher practically blew up today as she caught me red handed trying to rush with my beloved Steadler blue pen to finish up three paragraphs of an essay that was due today. And as a punishment, I have this 500 plus word essay to complete before midnight[I need some sleep, please].<o:p></o:p></span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #0c343d;"><br />
</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;"><o:p><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #0c343d;"> </span></span></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; text-indent: 0.25in;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #0c343d;">While my Maths textbook is glaring at me and my Biology notebook is complaining, I have to speed up and put my fingers into an Olympic race in finishing this essay as soon as possible. Yes, the effects of piling up your homework. Rush. Rush. Rush.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; text-indent: 0.25in;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #0c343d;"><br />
</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; text-indent: .25in;"><o:p><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #0c343d;"> </span></span></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; text-indent: 0.25in;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #0c343d;">And in the end, when all the work is eventually done, they do not seem to be at my best. Point number two! Well, when I miss classes and get stupidly involved in other activities, I tend to miss the lessons taught, and while trying to catch up with the lesson, I practically leave out some of the homework. And right now, the number of Math sums piled up is reaching to an amount of 200; number of unwritten article comments are for Puan Susila to find out(I’ve done most of it I think). By trying to reduce the workload, everything is done quickly and promptly and with least creative effort or neatness. Hence, when I do not pass up my homework in time, my work tends to be sloppy and of the lowest quality.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; text-indent: 0.25in;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #0c343d;"><br />
</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; text-indent: .25in;"><o:p><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #0c343d;"> </span></span></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; text-indent: 0.25in;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #0c343d;">Another humungous disadvantage of not passing up your homework in time is that it creates a high level of stress in me, my friends and my teachers too. When homework is not done, right from its due time till whenever I actually pass it up, I will have this worry that will start building tension in me: “I haven’t finished my work!”, “I’m doomed! Teacher is going to kill me!”, “I’m going to get sent out????!!!!”, and few other stressful thoughts reigning through my little head.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; text-indent: 0.25in;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #0c343d;"><br />
</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; text-indent: .25in;"><o:p><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #0c343d;"> </span></span></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; text-indent: 0.25in;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #0c343d;">While this happens, my teacher would most probably get angry. That is short for saying that the whole mood for the following lesson would be spoilt. Sad to say that my single mistake of not finishing up my homework in time will be the cause of the change in colour tone, from pink to red ,of my teacher’s face. Consequently, my classmates would get involved in my “wrongdoing” as we share the same environment of learning. Thus, their lessons are temporarily disrupted simply because of me. What guilt to bare! <o:p></o:p></span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; text-indent: 0.25in;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #0c343d;"><br />
</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; text-indent: .25in;"><o:p><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #0c343d;"> </span></span></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; text-indent: 0.25in;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #0c343d;">Being unable to finish your homework eventually leads to the fact that you will be unable to keep up with your lessons. This is mainly referring to the science subjects. And if you are doing Form 6, I was warned time after time that should be the last thing you should do. In Form 6, the teachers are like bullet trains. Effective but super fast lessons. If you miss one, it is almost equivalent to missing 15 pages of small print A4 size notes. However, it will not be that big a deal if you actually finish the homework as they are concise for the lessons. So, miss a lesson, you can still work it out with your homework, but if one misses their lesson and homework and get involved in tedious and unnecessary activities, I have made a theory that one is actually digging one’s grave and attempting to decorate it with fake and temporary jewels.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; text-indent: 0.25in;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #0c343d;"><br />
</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; text-indent: .25in;"><o:p><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #0c343d;"> </span></span></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; text-indent: 0.25in;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #0c343d;">Finishing most of your homework is extremely important. It is so vital till I am stomped on why I did not to finish it then itself, and why I should right away take my Math book and start finishing every bit of the sums I have?<o:p></o:p></span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; text-indent: 0.25in;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #0c343d;"><br />
</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; text-indent: .25in;"><o:p><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #0c343d;"> </span></span></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; text-indent: 0.25in;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #0c343d;"> Homework is important. And finishing it in time is as vital as it is itself. Do not procrastinate. Procrastination is deadly. I shall make the best out of my homework despite the fact that it is really hard to keep up to my word. I am trying my best though.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div><blockquote>Long live the spirit of finishing homework!</blockquote><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #000066;"></span></span></span></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #000066;"><a name='more'></a><br />
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<div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #000066;"><br />
</span></span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial;">the comment my dear teacher gave after she marked this "essay" was :</span></span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'times new roman';"><b>"GREAT AWAKENING! "</b></span></i></span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red; font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br />
</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta;">-_-''</span></b></span></span></div></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2887460942187238558.post-57166254197971164062010-04-08T02:30:00.000-07:002010-04-08T02:31:30.695-07:00IPOH & FoOD .... two words next to each other in our dictionaries!<a href="http://www.j2kfm.com/ultimate-ipoh-food-list/">http://www.j2kfm.com/ultimate-ipoh-food-list/</a>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2887460942187238558.post-87295404708884852842010-01-04T07:07:00.000-08:002010-01-04T07:15:27.957-08:00Goodbye My Teenager yearsThis might be the shortest blog of mine, ever.<br />for the most exciting, adventurous and interesting part of my life...<br />I'm still legally 19 today.<br />Tomorrow holds much more ... :)<br />therefore, ladies and gentlemen.... I bit my teenage years goodbye... but I hope to remain as young at heart, always!<br />:D<br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;">ADioZ </span><br /><br />13- life turning<br />14- Grew Up a lot<br />15- New Beginnings<br />16- Test of endurance<br />17- saw others Grow up...<br />18- fell in love and ventured deep into everything else<br />19- got knocked down(the hardest)....came around...and got back up...<br /><br />Its me again.... to go through it all.. the storm, the volcanoe, the meteor shower...anything at all... I AM ALL OUT TO STRIVE ON! :)<br /><br />~viva la vida~Unknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2887460942187238558.post-52777302705700184022009-09-02T04:46:00.000-07:002010-06-01T20:39:27.406-07:00Breath<div style="text-align: center;">Breath... ask anybody around me often, and they will know, that is my favourite word.<br />
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There are so many songs with this title, but the newest I found, by Taylor Swift, reminds me of a little tragedy that came about my life almost exactly 3 months ago...<br />
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Sorry, I can't write much today, so it will just be a<br />
simple C & P (copy and paste)<br />
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<span style="color: black; font-family: Courier;"><pre>Breathe</pre><pre><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 13.3333px; white-space: normal;">By Taylor Swif<span style="font-family: Georgia, serif;">t</span></span></pre><pre><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 13.3333px; white-space: normal;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, serif;">
</span></span></pre></span><span style="font-size: 85%;">Capo 1<br />
<a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch1" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') "><span style="font-family: monospace;"></span>C</a> <a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch37" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">G</a> <a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch73" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">F</a> <a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch2" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">C</a> <a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch38" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">G</a> <span style="font-family: Georgia, serif;">F</span><br />
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</span><span style="font-size: 85%;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Courier;"></span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: 85%;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Courier;"><pre><a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch3" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">C</a> <a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch39" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">G</a> <a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch75" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">F</a></pre></span></span><span style="font-size: 85%;">I see your face in my mind as I drive away<br />
</span><span style="font-size: 85%;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Courier;"></span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: 85%;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Courier;"><pre><a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch4" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">C</a> <a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch40" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">G</a> <a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch76" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">F</a></pre></span></span><span style="font-size: 85%;">Cause none of us thought it was gonna end that way<br />
</span><span style="font-size: 85%;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Courier;"></span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: 85%;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Courier;"><pre><a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch5" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">C</a> <a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch41" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">G</a> <a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch77" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">F</a></pre></span></span><span style="font-size: 85%;">People are people and sometimes we change our minds<br />
</span><span style="font-size: 85%;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Courier;"></span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: 85%;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Courier;"><pre><a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch6" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">C</a> <a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch42" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">G</a> <a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch78" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">F</a></pre></span></span><span style="font-size: 85%;">But it's killing me to see you go after all this time<br />
</span><span style="font-size: 85%;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Courier;"></span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: 85%;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Courier;"><pre><a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch7" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">C</a> <a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch43" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">G</a> <a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch79" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">F</a></pre></span></span><span style="font-size: 85%;">Mmm mmm mm<br />
</span><span style="font-size: 85%;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Courier;"></span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: 85%;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Courier;"><pre><a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch8" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">C</a> <a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch44" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">G</a> <a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch80" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">F</a></pre></span></span><span style="font-size: 85%;">Mmm mmm mmm<br />
</span><span style="font-size: 85%;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Courier;"></span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: 85%;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Courier;"><pre><a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch9" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">C</a> <a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch45" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">G</a> <a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch81" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">F</a></pre></span></span><span style="font-size: 85%;">Music starts playin' like the end of a sad movie<br />
</span><span style="font-size: 85%;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Courier;"></span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: 85%;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Courier;"><pre><a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch10" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">C</a> <a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch46" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">G</a> <a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch82" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">F</a></pre></span></span><span style="font-size: 85%;">It's the kinda ending you don't really wanna see<br />
</span><span style="font-size: 85%;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Courier;"></span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: 85%;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Courier;"><pre><a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch11" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">C</a> <a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch47" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">G</a> <a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch83" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">F</a></pre></span></span><span style="font-size: 85%;">Cause it's tragedy and it'll only bring you down<br />
</span><span style="font-size: 85%;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Courier;"></span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: 85%;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Courier;"><pre><a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch12" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">C</a> <a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch48" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">G</a> <a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch84" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">F</a></pre></span></span><span style="font-size: 85%;">Now I don't know what to be without you around<br />
</span><span style="font-size: 85%;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Courier;"></span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: 85%;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Courier;"><pre><a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch85" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">F</a> <a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch13" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">C</a></pre></span></span><span style="font-size: 85%;">And we know it's never simple, never easy<br />
</span><span style="font-size: 85%;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Courier;"></span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: 85%;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Courier;"><pre><a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch49" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">G</a> </pre></span></span><span style="font-size: 85%;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Courier;"></span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: 85%;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Courier;"><pre>Never a clean break</pre></span></span><span style="font-size: 85%;"><br />
</span><span style="font-size: 85%;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Courier;"></span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: 85%;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Courier;"><pre><a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch110" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">Am</a></pre></span></span><span style="font-size: 85%;">No one here to save me<br />
</span><span style="font-size: 85%;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Courier;"></span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: 85%;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Courier;"><pre><a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch86" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">F</a> <a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch14" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">C</a> <a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch50" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">G</a></pre></span></span><span style="font-size: 85%;">You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand<br />
</span><span style="font-size: 85%;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Courier;"></span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: 85%;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Courier;"><pre><a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch87" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">F</a> <a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch15" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">C</a> <a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch51" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">G</a></pre></span></span><span style="font-size: 85%;">I can’t breathe without you<br />
</span><span style="font-size: 85%;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Courier;"></span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: 85%;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Courier;"><pre><a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch111" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">Am</a></pre></span></span><span style="font-size: 85%;">But I have to<br />
</span><span style="font-size: 85%;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Courier;"></span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: 85%;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Courier;"><pre><a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch88" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">F</a> <a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch16" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">C</a> <a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch52" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">G</a></pre></span></span><span style="font-size: 85%;">Breathe without you<br />
</span><span style="font-size: 85%;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Courier;"></span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: 85%;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Courier;"><pre><a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch112" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">Am</a> <a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch89" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">F</a> <a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch17" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">C</a> <span style="font-family: Georgia, serif;">G</span></pre></span></span><span style="font-size: 85%;">But I have to<br />
</span><span style="font-size: 85%;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Courier;"></span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: 85%;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Courier;"><pre><a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch18" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">C</a> <a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch54" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">G</a> <a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch90" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">F</a></pre></span></span><span style="font-size: 85%;">Never wanted this, never wanna see you hurt<br />
</span><span style="font-size: 85%;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Courier;"></span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: 85%;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Courier;"><pre><a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch19" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">C</a> <a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch55" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">G</a> <a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch91" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">F</a></pre></span></span><span style="font-size: 85%;">Every little bump in the road I tried to swerve<br />
</span><span style="font-size: 85%;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Courier;"></span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: 85%;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Courier;"><pre><a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch20" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">C</a> <a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch56" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">G</a> <a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch92" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">F</a></pre></span></span><span style="font-size: 85%;">But people are people and sometimes it doesn't work out<br />
</span><span style="font-size: 85%;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Courier;"></span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: 85%;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Courier;"><pre><a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch21" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">C</a> <a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch57" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">G</a> <a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch93" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">F</a></pre></span></span><span style="font-size: 85%;">Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out<br />
</span><span style="font-size: 85%;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Courier;"></span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: 85%;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Courier;"><pre><a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch94" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">F</a> <a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch22" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">C</a></pre></span></span><span style="font-size: 85%;">And we know it's never simple, never easy<br />
</span><span style="font-size: 85%;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Courier;"></span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: 85%;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Courier;"><pre><a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch58" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">G</a></pre></span></span><span style="font-size: 85%;">Never a clean break<br />
</span><span style="font-size: 85%;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Courier;"></span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: 85%;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Courier;"><pre><a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch113" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">Am</a></pre></span></span><span style="font-size: 85%;">No one here to save me<br />
</span><span style="font-size: 85%;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Courier;"></span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: 85%;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Courier;"><pre><a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch95" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">F</a> <a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch23" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">C</a> <a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch59" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">G</a></pre></span></span><span style="font-size: 85%;">You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand<br />
</span><span style="font-size: 85%;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Courier;"></span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: 85%;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Courier;"><pre><a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch96" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">F</a> <a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch24" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">C</a> <a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch60" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">G</a></pre></span></span><span style="font-size: 85%;">I can't breathe without you<br />
</span><span style="font-size: 85%;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Courier;"></span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: 85%;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Courier;"><pre><a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch114" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">Am</a></pre></span></span><span style="font-size: 85%;">But I have to<br />
</span><span style="font-size: 85%;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Courier;"></span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: 85%;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Courier;"><pre><a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch97" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">F</a> <a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch25" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">C</a> <a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch61" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">G</a></pre></span></span><span style="font-size: 85%;">Breathe without you<br />
</span><span style="font-size: 85%;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Courier;"></span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: 85%;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Courier;"><pre><a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch115" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">Am</a> <a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch98" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">F</a> <a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch26" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">C</a> <a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch62" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">G</a> <a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch116" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">Am</a> <a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch99" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">F</a> <a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch27" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">C</a> <a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch63" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">G</a></pre></span></span><span style="font-size: 85%;">But I have to<br />
</span><span style="font-size: 85%;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Courier;"></span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: 85%;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Courier;"><pre><a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch117" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">Am</a></pre></span></span><span style="font-size: 85%;">It's two a.m.<br />
</span><span style="font-size: 85%;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Courier;"></span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: 85%;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Courier;"><pre><a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch100" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">F</a></pre></span></span><span style="font-size: 85%;">Feelin' like I just lost a friend<br />
</span><span style="font-size: 85%;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Courier;"></span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: 85%;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Courier;"><pre><a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch28" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">C</a> <a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch64" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">G</a></pre></span></span><span style="font-size: 85%;">Hope you know it's not easy, easy for me<br />
</span><span style="font-size: 85%;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Courier;"></span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: 85%;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Courier;"><pre><a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch118" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">Am</a></pre></span></span><span style="font-size: 85%;">It's two a.m.<br />
</span><span style="font-size: 85%;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Courier;"></span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: 85%;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Courier;"><pre><a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch101" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">F</a></pre></span></span><span style="font-size: 85%;">Feelin' like I just lost a friend<br />
</span><span style="font-size: 85%;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Courier;"></span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: 85%;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Courier;"><pre><a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch29" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">C</a> <a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch65" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">G</a></pre></span></span><span style="font-size: 85%;">Hope you know this ain't easy, easy for me<br />
</span><span style="font-size: 85%;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Courier;"></span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: 85%;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Courier;"><pre><a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch102" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">F</a> <a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch30" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">C</a> </pre></span></span><span style="font-size: 85%;">And we know it's never simple, never easy<br />
</span><span style="font-size: 85%;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Courier;"></span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: 85%;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Courier;"><pre><a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch66" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">G</a></pre></span></span><span style="font-size: 85%;">Never a clean break<br />
</span><span style="font-size: 85%;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Courier;"></span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: 85%;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Courier;"><pre><a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch119" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">Am</a> <a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch103" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">F</a> <a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch31" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">C</a> <a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch67" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">G</a></pre></span></span><span style="font-size: 85%;">No one here to save me oh<br />
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<span style="font-size: 85%;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Courier;"><pre><a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch104" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">F</a> <a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch32" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">C</a> <a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch68" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">G</a></pre></span></span><span style="font-size: 85%;">I can't breathe without you<br />
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<span style="font-size: 85%;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Courier;"><pre><a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch120" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">Am</a></pre></span></span><span style="font-size: 85%;">But I have to<br />
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<span style="font-size: 85%;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Courier;"><pre><a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch105" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">F</a> <a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch33" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">C</a> <a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch69" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">G</a></pre></span></span><span style="font-size: 85%;">Breathe without yo<span style="font-family: Georgia, serif;">u</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: 85%;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Courier;"><pre><a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch121" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">Am</a></pre></span></span><span style="font-size: 85%;">But I have to<br />
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<span style="font-size: 85%;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Courier;"><pre><a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch106" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">F</a> <a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch34" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">C</a> <a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch70" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">G</a></pre></span></span><span style="font-size: 85%;">Breathe without you<br />
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<span style="font-size: 85%;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Courier;"><pre><a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch122" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">Am</a></pre></span></span><span style="font-size: 85%;">But I have to<br />
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<span style="font-size: 85%;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Courier;"><pre><a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch107" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">F</a> <a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch35" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">C</a></pre></span></span><span style="font-size: 85%;">I'm sorry, I'm sorry<br />
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<span style="font-size: 85%;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Courier;"><pre><a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch71" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">G</a> <a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch123" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">Am</a> </pre></span></span><span style="font-size: 85%;">I'm sorry, I'm sorry<br />
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<span style="font-size: 85%;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Courier;"><pre><a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch108" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">F</a> <a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch36" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">C</a></pre></span></span><span style="font-size: 85%;">I'm sorry, I'm sorry<br />
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<span style="font-size: 85%;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Courier;"><pre><a class="ch" href="http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/t/taylor_swift/breathe_ver4_crd.htm" id="ch72" onclick="return false" onmousemove="'showAcc(" onmouseout="tc('tip') ">G</a> <span style="font-family: Georgia, serif;">F</span></pre></span></span><span style="font-size: 85%;">I'm sorry</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: arial;">Dear readers, and fellow musicians... for the full tab<span style="font-family: monospace;">s:</span></span>
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<span style="color: black; font-family: Courier;"><pre>but it is in the key of G # minor . :)
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</div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2887460942187238558.post-60431326520279908702009-08-28T08:26:00.001-07:002009-09-04T22:11:08.007-07:00Raindrops Keep falling On my Head....<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhE8E5f8XO-FFLaiEqcnEiUgPKwEYcCn8MSS27penGwI3J3PSGPyH5S-gaSRS3matYXMeRKU25xEDRnGUO11CZLO36yE1Tx8ilHzyrxIvIdnLtpWIULCw8ZKVyP3UmkmX_z5Uu98pLYxyL6/s1600-h/images2.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; float: right; cursor: pointer; width: 150px; height: 113px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhE8E5f8XO-FFLaiEqcnEiUgPKwEYcCn8MSS27penGwI3J3PSGPyH5S-gaSRS3matYXMeRKU25xEDRnGUO11CZLO36yE1Tx8ilHzyrxIvIdnLtpWIULCw8ZKVyP3UmkmX_z5Uu98pLYxyL6/s320/images2.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5375044104159476034" border="0" /></a><br /><blockquote></blockquote><blockquote><span style="color: rgb(0, 51, 0);font-family:arial;" >Raindrops keep falling on my head</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 51, 0);"><br /></span><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="color: rgb(0, 51, 0);">And just like the guy whose feet </span><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 153);">are too big for his bed</span></span><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 153);"><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 153);font-family:arial;" >Nothing seems to fit</span><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 153);"> </span><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 153);"><br />Those raindrops are </span><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">falling on my head, they keep falling</span></span><br /><br /><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;">Yea, almost anyone of us would have heard this magnificient piece by B.Bacharach...one of my all time favourite composers. I love his songs.<br />but the way Billy Joe Thomas sings it, I could just dance in the rain with it.<br />like how I did this morning<br /><span style=";font-family:georgia;font-size:85%;" >:)<br /></span><div style="text-align: left;"><span style=";font-family:georgia;font-size:85%;" >From a distant...<br />a sparkle...<br />a shine<br />a tranquil drop ...<br />it first feels cold over my skin<br />and then it becomes warm...<br />reminds you of the days of 5 and 6<br />where the world was a splendour<br />and carefree<br />the gentle<br />calm<br />soft drop<br />of rain</span><br /><br /><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><div style="text-align: justify;"><blockquote></blockquote></div><br /></div>They say, the weather affects your mood.<br />What if I told you, maybe your mood affects the weather instead.<br />Hence you make what your surrounding is.<br /><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;font-family:courier new;" >It certainly does.</span> <span style="font-family:courier new;">NEWTON's 3Rd Law... Your emotions results into some force that produces some action...</span> <span style="font-family:courier new;">hence, there is a reaction to it... </span> <span style="font-family:courier new;">but in this case, it is not Equal and opposite...</span></span><br /><br />Especially for those with one of those strong auras around them,<br />able to change moods of others,<br />make others smile<br />or even cry.<br /><br />I love the rain...<br />always have<br />Ironic though, my nickname at school is Sunshine...<br />but i love the morning rays of sun too...<br />but not as much as the soft, gentle raindrops on my window...<br /><br /><br />I love this next part of the song too:<br /><br /><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family:arial;">But there's one thing I know</span> <span style="font-family:arial;">The blues they send to meet me, <span style="font-weight: bold;">won't defeat me</span></span> <span style="font-family:arial;">It wont be long till <span style="font-weight: bold;">happiness steps up </span>to greet me</span><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><br />For many, rain is a nuisance ... but it depends how we make use of the challenges in our lives...<br />.<br />If a storm that builds up from excessive rain;<span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="font-family:courier new;">the element I myself love so much,</span></span><br />but induces pain and anguish...<br />something that may be troublesome<br /><br />worrisome<br /><br />tiresome..<br /><br />but if we keep our heads held up high...<br />and walk through the storm...<br />and reach the brighter side<br /><span style="font-style: italic;">happiness steps up</span>.<br /><br />Its the spirit of wanting to make a change and the courage to do so...<br />may it be<br />for something you love<br />or someone you care<br />or just for the plain passion in life.<br /><br /><br /><br /><div style="text-align: left; font-family: arial;">Raindrops keep falling on my head<br />But that doesn't mean my eyes will soon be turning red<br />Cryings not for me<br />Cause I'm never gonna stop the rain by complaining<br />Because I'm free<br />Nothings worrying me. ;)<br /></div><br /><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">I am free</span></span>...<br />have always been free<br />and will always be<br /><br />As long as I Breath.<br />as long as I can See<br />Hear, Taste<br />and most importantly....<br />FEEL..<br />I'll let my heart flutter free<br />for all the world is a<br />wonder.<br /><br /><br />And I hope to keep making everyone around me<br />feel the same...<br /><br /><br /><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:85%;" >It has been raining almost daily since Tuesday.<br />I like it.<br />Although my mum and maids complain that nothing is drying up.<br />I hope I have enough clean clothes ;)<br /></span><br /><br /><div style="text-align: left;">Angels from above... and the Heavenly bodies... Thank you.<br /><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);">~peace out~</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">aletha kavindra</span><br /></div></div></div><div style="text-align: center;"><blockquote><br /></blockquote></div><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEihCSwjlW3KusiLi6zw5P_KCX71ZIPhcAD3GnR7U2fr0YrDXYbpWCHW4VOX7twEPcvsYtlhy6CUu4Hemg4ErbCwhLxFuhku6gbzCH5c8SBVg6L-PZCWG0kMsbJBAUPjVPDEHSezCFOP_ydd/s1600-h/images3.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 143px; height: 107px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEihCSwjlW3KusiLi6zw5P_KCX71ZIPhcAD3GnR7U2fr0YrDXYbpWCHW4VOX7twEPcvsYtlhy6CUu4Hemg4ErbCwhLxFuhku6gbzCH5c8SBVg6L-PZCWG0kMsbJBAUPjVPDEHSezCFOP_ydd/s400/images3.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5375044291123389618" border="0" /></a></div></div><br /><br /></div></blockquote>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2887460942187238558.post-26180952634239478452009-08-26T23:35:00.000-07:002009-08-26T23:39:17.573-07:00The Next Daywell, Yesterday was over... still the same.<br />:)<br /><br />I like it this way. and hope it stays. If I sound awfully vague, I am sorry I cannot elaborate further....<br />its a secret.<br />and secrets are meant to be kept hidden...<br /><br />By the way, a good sign of revelation an Old Friend of mine came across...<br /><a href="http://keespy.blogspot.com/2009/08/attraction.html">http://keespy.blogspot.com/2009/08/attraction.html</a><br /><br />Everyday is a new beginning... we just learn from the past and look up for the future...<br /><blockquote></blockquote><br /><br />Live-life-Love...<br />my way.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0