| You Are 33% Misanthropic |
 You're a little misanthropic - but who isn't? Your reactions to other people are pretty normal. You enjoy being friendly with people you encounter, but if you're having a rough day, watch out! |
Sunday, 17 June 2007
Beware of me during MY bad days!
Psyche
| You Are Psyche! |
 Eternally in search of purpose and insight. You're curious and creative with a total sense of wonder. Totally empathetic, you pick up on other's moods easily. Just be sure to pamper yourself as well! |
ABOUT ME
| What Your Bathroom Habits Say About You |
 You are a very considerate person, but that doesn't mean you let people walk all over you. You spend a lot on clothes, and you tend to be a very dresser. However, it's hard for you to throw away trendy clothes when they go out of style. You have the perfect blend of confidence and class. You're proud of who you are - but you don't broadcast it. In relationships, you tend to take care of your needs first. You can only be with someone who's as independent as you are. |
JANUARIAN
| Your Birth Month is January |
 You are a natural leader who is able to stand up when no one else can. Strong and powerful, you tend to overshadow those around you. Your soul reflects: deep love, fascination with life, and a distinctive persona Your gemstone: Garnet Your flower: Snowdrop Your colors: Black, dark red, and dark blue |
ORANGE!
| Your Aura is Orange |
 You're a bit of a loner, but you're never lonely. You know how to entertain yourself. Whether you're trying an extreme sport or a new weird food, you always live on the edge. The purpose of your life: testing limits - both physical and mental... and then telling people about it. Famous oranges include: Timothy Leary, David Blaine, Tony Hawk, Carey Hart Careers for you to try: Snowboarder, Circus Performer, Undercover Agent |
miss DaredeVil!
| You Are a Dare Devil |
 For you, life is one big dare. And you're all in for any adventure. Others find you exciting, inspiring, and a bit intimidating. You're biggest challenge at this point is trying to top yourself! |
~viOleT~
| Your Eyes Should Be Violet |
 Your eyes reflect: Mystery and allure What's hidden behind your eyes: A quiet passion |
What should I study? i can be free as a bird doing anything
| Your Learning Style: Enthusiastic and Imaginative |
 You are always up for an intellectual challenge - in fact, hard subjects are actually easiest for you. You Should Study: Advertising Astronomy Biology Chemistry Finance Journalism Marketing Physics |
AND
You Should Study:
Astronomy
Biology
Chemistry
Computer Science
Linguistics
Mathematics
Philosophy
Physics
Psychology
What Your Peanut Butter And Jelly Sandwich Means 
Your eating style is reserved. You are a bit of a fussy eater, and you have very specific ways you like your food prepared.
You have a total sweet tooth. When you can get away with it, you like to have dessert before dinner!
Your taste in food tends to be pretty flexible. You may crave sushi one night, and your favorite childhood recipe the next.
You are probably a fairly normal, upper middle class person. You don't rock the boat too often.
You are a tough person who isn't afraid to live life fully. There isn't a lot that scares you.
Precise and controlled, you can be a bit anal retentive when it comes to how you like things. You're definitely a perfectionist.
my say:
i can actually eat anything.hehe
but most of it is right.
i eat according to the conditions around---lost in a jungle wit a half dead monkey---i will !
You have a total sweet tooth. When you can get away with it, you like to have dessert before dinner!
Your taste in food tends to be pretty flexible. You may crave sushi one night, and your favorite childhood recipe the next.
You are probably a fairly normal, upper middle class person. You don't rock the boat too often.
You are a tough person who isn't afraid to live life fully. There isn't a lot that scares you.
Precise and controlled, you can be a bit anal retentive when it comes to how you like things. You're definitely a perfectionist.
my say:
i can actually eat anything.hehe
but most of it is right.
i eat according to the conditions around---lost in a jungle wit a half dead monkey---i will !
cut throat gal....not so i think
| You Are More Cutthroat Than You Think |
 Yes, you do have that killer instinct lurking in you. And while you may not be actually cutting throats anytime soon... You certainly don't mind clawing your way to the top. |
giRly??? ermmm
| You Are a Feminine Beauty! |
 You make any guy feel like a man, simply by standing next to him You have a classic womanly appeal - and you've got a look for every occasion This doesn't mean that you can't kick back in (designer) jeans and sneakers You just prefer to be girly and sweet as often as possible |
a leader?!?
| Your Hidden Talent |
 You have the power to persuade and influence others. You're the type of person who can turn a whole room around. The potential for great leadership is there, as long as you don't abuse it. Always remember, you have a lot more power over people than you might think! |
A lady with A modern minD..... too bad !
***You Are 48% Lady***
You're part lady, part modern woman.
Etiquette is important to you, but you brush aside rules that are outdated or silly.
Are You A Lady?
http://www.blogthings.com/areyoualadyquiz/
You're part lady, part modern woman.
Etiquette is important to you, but you brush aside rules that are outdated or silly.
Are You A Lady?
http://www.blogthings.com/areyoualadyquiz/
extrovert_CONSCIENCE_agreable_KINDA NEUROTIC_VERY open
| Your Five Factor Personality Profile |
 Extroversion: You have medium extroversion. You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party. Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences. But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time." Conscientiousness: You have high conscientiousness. Intelligent and reliable, you tend to succeed in life. Most things in your life are organized and planned well. But you borderline on being a total perfectionist. Agreeableness: You have medium agreeableness. You're generally a friendly and trusting person. But you also have a healthy dose of cynicism. You get along well with others, as long as they play fair. Neuroticism: You have medium neuroticism. You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic. Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy. Your life is pretty smooth, but there's a few emotional bumps you'd like to get rid of. Openness to experience: Your openness to new experiences is high. In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas. You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits. A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything. |
my "BluE"
| You are Ocean Blue |
 You're both warm and practical. You're very driven, but you're also very well rounded. You tend to see both sides to every issue, and people consider you a natural diplomat. |
HoW reAl I am ?
| You Are 89% Real |
 There's hardly a person on this earth more real than you are. You have no problem showing people who you are, flaws and all. For you, there couldn't be any other way. Because it's way too stressful to live an inauthentic life. You're very comfortable with yourself. And because of this, you're able to live an exciting, interesting, and challenging life. |
Saturday, 2 June 2007
Guilt, Regret, Acceptance, and cupid's arrow hits again!
2nd June 2006
Well here I go, my first blog here ...
Not sure whether I'm glad or sad to write this one, but guess it would be best to get it off my soul.
It has been exactly a year since the last time he said, "I"ll always be by your side, no matter what."
What a lie.
June 3rd 2006
Yes I remember that day, blurred out of my mind,but not wanting it to be out, a week after his dreams shattered and my love lost.
I will not deny that he was the "guy" that one would like....
But was it not me who wanted to end it, wanted to lose what ever it might have been.
I think I can never forget the tears that filled his eyes when I said its best that we were just friends. Honestly, I never knew a guy like him will take it that seriously.
I was busy with a major charitable project and I had not enough time for him, what more for myself.
I could hear the frustration in his voice during those long conversations almost every alternating nights. Those short rhymes he would make up and send me via text.
Why should I make him wait one day i thought!?
If he can be there for me , and I can't , where on earth is this relationship going to.
GUILT....
He would not eat, he was sloping in his studies, the biggest exam for him in any of our high school lives was nearing.
He was a year older than me, less wiser than me ,[ I always some how thought.]--vain me
And I was simply enjoying my sweet 16, while he was living in one of life's most bitter moments.
I was happily enjoying my life away, doing my stuffs, and somethings I would never forget and just wished I'd never done them. It hurt him, and I hurt my own feelings through it.
He was beginning to feel lonely .
I REGRET for not being there for him during those hard moments in life where his friends bailed out, although it was not at all his fault.
3rd June 06,
I cried by the phone after our 2 hour long call ended. I saw his number and really didn't want to answer. Then I said to myself, keep it short, and just be normal with him.
His sweet words ,I won't forget.
How deceived I was.
JUST A WEEK later,
HE was hooked up with another girl, a person he despised throughout his teenage years. She had cause many problems yet he was LOVING her.
I will not deny that the aura of love did surround us too, but , this new relationship of his....you may say I was jealous, maybe I was a little green, but I still cared, you know.
I didn't make any contact for months with him.
His actions cut deep into my heart. many noticed.i gnored and pretanded as if I didn't care.
We did say that we would remain close friends, he was a good friend, I would say,
but she had her finger wrapped around him.
I did call him once or twice to wish him luck in his exams and all, but they weren't long.
And I had some sort of longing for something.
I WAS NOT OVER HIM YET.....................and he was...........although it was me who ended it.
I thought I could never get over him....
bumped into him a few times, and my heart would just start beating faster , like how it used to the first time I met him
My friends were there for me always, they some how tried putting these pictures of him being such a bad ex in my head, but it didn't work, guys.... Everyone tells me I should forget about him, he don't deserve me. They're right, he didn't deserve me, but I deserved him.
Then one night somewhere in December, I just gave him a ring.
I was watching GREY"S ANATOMY then, it was the episode where Meridith and Derek was in the lift together. Where he was ignoring her.
And then, i wanted to say something to him, longing so badly to .....
my heart yearning to............
at that instant, on TV MERIDITH: I miss you.... she says to Derek.
and I lose my grip on the phone........i start sobbing , again,
The line goes dead. He doesn't even bother to call back.
I couldn't stand it.
After a few hours of reflecting on what happened, I call my best friend, thank God he was home.
And I will never forget those words he said, and hope and pray every girl will have some realisation on it.
"Moving on is simple, it's what you leave behind that makes it so difficult
Life goes on." he said....with a long pause and a sigh....
"it is what it is, it's not what it should have been, not what it could have been, it is what it is....Don't blame yourself for being the one to let him go first. It was destined so, if you didn't would you have known that he was such an arse to just be off so fast.... you might have loved him. but he lusted you.....you made the right choice....yourself knows you best, don't regret, don't feel unloved....cause there are many of us still by you loving you and caring for you....ACCEPTENCE is a big step to START something new and fix mistakes before....A lesson well learnt....keep that in mind
I'm not a person who falls in and out quickly in love, I learnt.
But how much about love do I really know. A wise man once said..... love is so pure and true, to really know it, its a reward by itself, but when you will know it, you will know its meant to be and there to stay....have hope...........A great lesson.
For all sad words of tongue and pen, the saddest are "It might have been" one might say, but,
think again....
what should have been then?
LIFE"S full of chances and risks....take them carefully, may it be love, your job or even deciding to end something.....its in our hands....and you know what is best for you...
but let me leave this burden here....and never look back, because I have moved on for sometime and found new HOPE in new eyes................maybe ... a brighter path....
Funny isn't it, how one can be strong if one really wants to.
Just 2 days ago I bumped into him....we smiled at each other... and my heart was beating at a normal rate of 78 i guess...
haha
I've let him go. . . and cupids arrow has hit me again.
Well here I go, my first blog here ...
Not sure whether I'm glad or sad to write this one, but guess it would be best to get it off my soul.
It has been exactly a year since the last time he said, "I"ll always be by your side, no matter what."
What a lie.
June 3rd 2006
Yes I remember that day, blurred out of my mind,but not wanting it to be out, a week after his dreams shattered and my love lost.
I will not deny that he was the "guy" that one would like....
But was it not me who wanted to end it, wanted to lose what ever it might have been.
I think I can never forget the tears that filled his eyes when I said its best that we were just friends. Honestly, I never knew a guy like him will take it that seriously.
I was busy with a major charitable project and I had not enough time for him, what more for myself.
I could hear the frustration in his voice during those long conversations almost every alternating nights. Those short rhymes he would make up and send me via text.
Why should I make him wait one day i thought!?
If he can be there for me , and I can't , where on earth is this relationship going to.
GUILT....
He would not eat, he was sloping in his studies, the biggest exam for him in any of our high school lives was nearing.
He was a year older than me, less wiser than me ,[ I always some how thought.]--vain me
And I was simply enjoying my sweet 16, while he was living in one of life's most bitter moments.
I was happily enjoying my life away, doing my stuffs, and somethings I would never forget and just wished I'd never done them. It hurt him, and I hurt my own feelings through it.
He was beginning to feel lonely .
I REGRET for not being there for him during those hard moments in life where his friends bailed out, although it was not at all his fault.
3rd June 06,
I cried by the phone after our 2 hour long call ended. I saw his number and really didn't want to answer. Then I said to myself, keep it short, and just be normal with him.
His sweet words ,I won't forget.
How deceived I was.
JUST A WEEK later,
HE was hooked up with another girl, a person he despised throughout his teenage years. She had cause many problems yet he was LOVING her.
I will not deny that the aura of love did surround us too, but , this new relationship of his....you may say I was jealous, maybe I was a little green, but I still cared, you know.
I didn't make any contact for months with him.
His actions cut deep into my heart. many noticed.i gnored and pretanded as if I didn't care.
We did say that we would remain close friends, he was a good friend, I would say,
but she had her finger wrapped around him.
I did call him once or twice to wish him luck in his exams and all, but they weren't long.
And I had some sort of longing for something.
I WAS NOT OVER HIM YET.....................and he was...........although it was me who ended it.
I thought I could never get over him....
bumped into him a few times, and my heart would just start beating faster , like how it used to the first time I met him
My friends were there for me always, they some how tried putting these pictures of him being such a bad ex in my head, but it didn't work, guys.... Everyone tells me I should forget about him, he don't deserve me. They're right, he didn't deserve me, but I deserved him.
Then one night somewhere in December, I just gave him a ring.
I was watching GREY"S ANATOMY then, it was the episode where Meridith and Derek was in the lift together. Where he was ignoring her.
And then, i wanted to say something to him, longing so badly to .....
my heart yearning to............
at that instant, on TV MERIDITH: I miss you.... she says to Derek.
and I lose my grip on the phone........i start sobbing , again,
The line goes dead. He doesn't even bother to call back.
I couldn't stand it.
After a few hours of reflecting on what happened, I call my best friend, thank God he was home.
And I will never forget those words he said, and hope and pray every girl will have some realisation on it.
"Moving on is simple, it's what you leave behind that makes it so difficult
Life goes on." he said....with a long pause and a sigh....
"it is what it is, it's not what it should have been, not what it could have been, it is what it is....Don't blame yourself for being the one to let him go first. It was destined so, if you didn't would you have known that he was such an arse to just be off so fast.... you might have loved him. but he lusted you.....you made the right choice....yourself knows you best, don't regret, don't feel unloved....cause there are many of us still by you loving you and caring for you....ACCEPTENCE is a big step to START something new and fix mistakes before....A lesson well learnt....keep that in mind
I'm not a person who falls in and out quickly in love, I learnt.
But how much about love do I really know. A wise man once said..... love is so pure and true, to really know it, its a reward by itself, but when you will know it, you will know its meant to be and there to stay....have hope...........A great lesson.
For all sad words of tongue and pen, the saddest are "It might have been" one might say, but,
think again....
what should have been then?
LIFE"S full of chances and risks....take them carefully, may it be love, your job or even deciding to end something.....its in our hands....and you know what is best for you...
but let me leave this burden here....and never look back, because I have moved on for sometime and found new HOPE in new eyes................maybe ... a brighter path....
Funny isn't it, how one can be strong if one really wants to.
Just 2 days ago I bumped into him....we smiled at each other... and my heart was beating at a normal rate of 78 i guess...
haha
I've let him go. . . and cupids arrow has hit me again.
True love never lives happily ever after - true love has no ending.K. Knight
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