the Dance of Gods

Life has its ways

Of making us see things beyond itself

As the hands moves

The eyes follow

And where the eyes chase

The mind pursues

what the mind sees

The abhinaya is provoked

Hence

The rasa is born

To a realm

Of life

And immortality

In his ancient art of

Bharathanatyam...

Aum Namasivaya

Right Through

Its been long since I wrote my blogs...Writer's block I guess.
Well, today, its not gonna be any poem or "philosophical" views....it just going to be one of those from the bottom of the heart ones.

What do you do when you are deceived?

Spilled so much of your thoughts and feelings to someone to just find out, you were heading no where?

Told things to the wrong person?

Mislead to a wrong impression of somebody trying to be something else....?

I just have to write it here....no where else or no one else would understand.
Let me just make it a reminder to myself, go slow, trust you heart, follow your instincts....they know you best, just like how you answer those MCQ questions.

I'll continue another day....

Threshold

Threshold,a ball, a gown, a prince,
life's little hold on me;
dreams born,taking me out of misery,
but this is much bigger a drudgery,
beware, be strong,
it might just be a fantasy,
for how real it could have been,
or how beautiful all of it mean,
it was just a fairy-tale,
doomed to reign,
in a vulnerable heart,
in a lost soul,
losing whats hope in the hunt for false hope...

Little by little, she is swept away,
into those dreams,where
its difficult to say
what is real,
not accepted here or anywhere,
why should she be in this too-real-a-world,
for that little fairy-tale simply
makes her a darn happy girl.

Look,
look at her,
look at me,
this misery of loneliness,
being away.........

That last glance they had,
the first kiss they shared,
Are now , mere memories,

Of a pierced heart,
a broken soul,

All she loves is him,
the angel with that
bright smile,
which gave her courage,
his warm touch,
that comforts all pain,
and those eyes....
with so much loving grace.


~aletha kavindra~

This one's for you.....

It is October already, and the worlds biggest exam for me now, is so close that if i just strech my little finger, poof.... its here!

I kind of realise that not many people actually read my "shadowz and rainbowz", but nevermind, I feel good for just spilling some things here.

Not a single comment since i started this blog(sholud have stuck to my old one).

but, let me dedicate this one, one that is slightly more special than the others, to my love.


for he will always truly and deeply remain in my heart.....
in my dreams....whoever...wherever ...you arrreee
to my dearest man from the heavens above
Well this is my first public address to you. I woke up yesterday to the song "truly, madly,deeply"....and dazzed of at 12pm after a very very long day to my ever favourite song "everything".
Did my E.Lit studying with "only hope" and darling,
you certainly drve me "high".

Dear, how nice if i could say , they were and still are our songs!?!!?
Being so far away from you has surely made my heart stronger, but made every other part of me limbs weaker? Everyday, I miss you even more. And I do wonder, if it will ever be us again, although "us" said it will , once you are done accomplishing your dreams. Were I not part of it? If you ever stumble upon this, and realise how much you really mean to me, and my every dreams, please let me know if I still mean that much to you.


I am not sure how much you need me already!

So dearest angel, above all the best things that have ever happened to me, and always under all the drudgery I've been through,you've surely been one of the drives in me that keep me going, I'm here always.



dreaming away as evening star...........

taKe a LoOk aRounD

"Does anybody really know the secret
And the combination for this life and where they keep it
Its kinda sad when you don't know the meaning"

familiar....?

all MI fans and limp bizkit fans would!

yes................the theme song...


and guess what
it does make a lot of sense don't you think so.

maybe for an emo kid (a lot)
haha[I am not saying that im the emo .. . . .]

but you know what inspires me to start writing blogs and journals and stuffz around!?

well.... all those around me
and lately, my friends have caused a great impact on them.

Ok credit also goes to my family, but nothing new to learn from there(maybe a little but not much)

They have inspired me(some of them), some have disgusted me while most of them have made me partly who I am today.

My definition of a friend is really thorough.
This year I clearly made a revelation in my tiny head on the similarities of a friend and an acquaintance.
A friend is an acquaintance, but not the other way around. And this brings to another relationship equation you see, a friend can be a trusted best friend but not the other way around(at least in my life,

haha

and the best "function" of relationships,

best friends can be lovers but not best friends must be lovers

neither is it that lovers not equal to best friends..........



GET ME?!?!!?

hahaha

psyched "mathematician " in the making!


heheheh


well

here goes to all of you ,

my acquaintances, friends, best friends and lovers(lol --with an "s" ) and even the stranger in the park the other day..............................

Good luck in all your relationships.....................


MAy GoD blEss us aLL!!!


:)

Iru Vizhi Unadhu - Chords

Iru Vizhi Unadhu - Chords

G..................
Iru vizhi unadhu
G.....................
Imaikalum unadhu
G............................
Kanavugal mattum
D................ G...
Enadhey enadhu
G................. Em ....C ...............D...
Naatkal neeluthey, ne yengo ponadhum
G............... Em...... C ...............D...
Yean dhandanai, nan ingey vazhvadhum
Am.......... G ....Am.......... G....
Orey nyabagam, orey nayabagam

Repeat......
D.... Am..C........... D..
O ho ho! Orey nyabagam
D ....Am..C ..............D..
O ho ho! Undhan nyabagam
Em............... C ..................Am............ C.....
Kadhal kayam nerum podhu thookam ingu edhu?
D.............. G ....Am.................. G...
Orey nyabagam, orey (orey) nyabagam.

thanks to fellow blogspot blogger:P Shenbaga Murugan

once in autumn in the 30th of february

On a valentines day
Hearts call
Beautiful as thou may,
Roses do fall

In between
the truth and the words that I want to say

In between
the only thing that stands in our way
the words that only perch in my lips,
but take flight
oh so easily.

In between
thy eyes and the truth that wrap me
till I breath no more.

You took my heart away,
along with my secrets and regrets,
for the words that I wanted to hear were just
everything that I’d want to
tear with eyes filled
not with pride but
with heart filled cherish.

Those words in between of me and you,
will never cease to exist,
for they are deep in my heart, my volition.

Thou don’t want to reach for me do you…
I mean nothing to you
Now I won’t be mistaken
because all that I ever wanted is for someone
to look for me too,

how deep my heart may long
I still will wait for you till the autumn of february the 30th …

~alethaKavindra~